Can I kill my self now? lol

well today I waited 8 hours on my freestyle video. so I get it on there right and I go look at the assessment list and I forgot to put me opening a gate!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm about ready to go nuts after waiting that long and then having to start over! but I guess I can make a even better one. but besides that Blaze and my online are getting better I got him to canter 2 laps each way on a 22 foot the other day. I haven't been able to play with him as much as I would like too. I've been sick and trying not to make is worse. but anyway yesterday I rode Fire My mustang that will buck at the trot and canter and i rode him with a halter and 12 foot line tied into reins and bareback and it went Great I only walked but it was a start and be for he would stop every few steps and he was walk pretty good I was really proud of him for not bucking me off LOL. I just need to bring out his LBE side again. he's such a neat horse so loving but just needs some Confidence